No more. Please.

...I know I'm whining I'm sorry.

Tomorrow I go in for #4 in a series of 6 chemo treatments. I cried today and told my BF that I didn't want to go. I still don't. I'd cancel if death wasn't on the other side of that line. I hate this. I'm so tired of being sick. I'm tired of the thousands of dollars in bills that I'm accumulating. My last bill from the Oncologist was over a grand. And then on top of it, they get to torture me. I am not a happy Angi.

I've been feeling sick for the last two days, and I've not yet had my chemo, so it's all stress. I know, I'm whining. I'm sorry.